Back in the days, it was blissful for me. That day, when I walked on the street, I felt the wind slapping my face and messing up my long curly hair, the sun's ray warming my heart and when I saw you, my heart skipped and I knew, it was you.


We stopped and looked at each other. I assumed for the longest time ever. We locked eyes. Trying to grasp all the information we could get of each other in that short few seconds. We were afraid of losing each other although we hadn't even met before this. There was a connection. No one believed me when I told them this story of ours. But I didn't care. We both knew it was possible for love at first sight to happen.


It did happen. After the longest time ever, we walked towards each other. You put on a forced smile on your angular face but I knew you were as terrified as me. Terrified of this sudden new stranger. I was too. I walked towards you, slowly at first. Then I sped up. I couldn't wait to hold you in my arms. You were like an angel. I thought you were. I almost imagined a halo on you. I smiled at that thought.


When I finally held you, I smelled in your sweet scent and called your name. We both knew each other's name before we even introduced ourselves. That must had meant something right? We didn't even talk to each other before yet I felt as though I've known you since forever. You had the familiarity I need. The comfort I yearned for years. The love I wanted. It was all in you. Only you.


But that was back in the days. When you were not here anymore, I only thought about how we met. How ironic it was that I always jokingly asked you to get lost and now you were gone. You didn't choose to go. But still. You're gone and that's all that matters to me. Your love, Nichkhun.

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First the man fetched the few of us to the institute at 7.30am. Its the one down the highway with Tesco Extra on your right. Idk what's the name of that place. HAHA. Imagine if I got kidnapped, I cannot call police also. HAHA. Okay so morbid one.






So we waited awhile. Did blind test. Chiu. They somemore reminded me 7 must write liddat cannot got one line in the middle as how I usually write it. Serves me right. I go syok syok write my own 7 and I got it wrong. FML. Nemai. Still can pass. Then went out to the main hall. Waited awhile and talk talk talk lah as usual. Please la when girls are put together obviusly talk till very syok. But at this time I noticed someone who looks familiar. *BOOM* Okay la not so dramatic. He sat there awhile then disappear already.



After awhile we went in the hall for the talk. But some guy named Shafiai. Wtf. So. Listen listen la. But he very morbid one. Wait later I tell you what he said. He quite funny lah. Never make me wanna sleep yet. Still okay. He thought 3 chaps. Then we had 45 mins of lunchbreak.

Katalah kamu langgar orang, jangan2 kamu pergi ambik tu buku undang2 dan tengok apa nak buat DI TEPI mayat tu. Lepas tu, bila keluarga telepon dan tanya, tak nak balik ke? Kamu kata, tak boleh la, kena pergi PENJARA.             -Shafiai-

OMG MORBID OR NOT. EVERYONE LAUGHED LIKE MAD. SIAO PUNYA.



When we stepped out of the hall only, I immediately recognised whoever I thought looked familiar. He was in a line. Lining up to register. So old already still haven learn driving yet can die. I will tell you who later. The canteen flipping no food one. I just took sandwich coz don feel like eating nasi lemak or whatever it is. And Kikapoo. How you spell this ah? Never can spell it right. Obviously must sit somewhere where you can see/stalk/snap pics of him la right. So we very smart, strategic place. See see he go walk around. FOL. We still manage to get some shots. So pretentious. Later on I openly snapped his pics. Don care already lah. And you might be wondering why I dowan to take pic with him. Thats coz Im not really THAAAT sure whether its him or not. If not later very embarrassed okay. HAHAH.


Okay this is PeiQi took one. =.=




One more thing.


He smokes. FHL. FML. Hmph.


After talking for awhile, we went in again. Didnt come out till 3pm. That indian lady. Kala or smtg. OMG. So buzzes one. BUZZ BUZZ BUZZ. Its like, she buzzzzzzz. INHALES buzzzzz. Seriously can die lor. She very animated, alot of hand movements. We kept sighing and laughing. LOL. Very boring lah she. Ugh. BUZZZ INHALE BUZZ.


Finally when finished we had to fill in some survey on the speakers. HAHAHA. I can only say one thing. Im mean. :D


By the time we came out, the familiar guy is gone. Okay lah I know you all sure dunno who is the man in those pics because he's not famous at all. HAHHA.





And I dunno what's his surname. Who cares. HAHAHAHA.




Okay. Bai. Taking the undang2 test this Friday. IM DOOMED. But if pass got free meal. :D


Whoah I edit this post so long already all because of stupid USB. Cannot connect so cannot upload pics. Hmph.

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Okay a short review.


Good:

1. Really 3D movie. So you'll jump at the BOOM parts. Well. Kids were crying. So maybe not for the weak hearted ones. But I like the 3D thing. When they were shooting for a rooftop looking down the ground, my gayat feeling came out. Seriously like Im there. Well. Effect was overall good la. Those sound effects when ghosts/spirits jump out and when he falls and bangs into stuffs.


2. Story is kinda good. Teaches you to be kind(like me). Not to shut everything down. Not to forget your past and all. Appreciate present. Control your future. Wtf I don like to speak so philosophical stuffs.


3. I like the author, Charles Dickens. :D He wrote Oliver Twist. Lovess. You must be living with my dog if you dunno who's Charles Dickens.


4. I like the kid. OKAY NO LAH. THE KID IS THE ONE WHO SITS IN FRONT OF US IN THE CINEMA. He very cute lor. Malay kid. So small. Maybe 2-3 years old. His daddy got popcorn but he dowan to eat. I cant finish mine so as usual la, I gave PeiQi mine. See see. That kid so mengada go and stretch the hand to reach PeiQi or technically my popcorn. PeiQi pun let him dig lah. He dig so long lor. After a few times I think kid got tired, he lagi mengada just go take the whole popcorn away. His mummy saw then say, EH SIAPE PUNYA? Then quickly wanna give us back. PeiQi said TAK PAYAH LAH. Then mummy said THANK YOU AH. Okay why I go tell all the details. Lol. SO CUTE LOR. THE KID. LOVES. I think I looked at the kid more than the screen. Lol.


5. OH AND I LIKE THE SPIRIT OF THE PRESENT CHRISTMAS IDK LA WTF. He kept laughing. We all laugh nonstop lah. Its like my brother lor. Everytime he wanna make people laugh when jokes are not funny, he'll laugh till very funny then everyone sure laugh till siao. This stoopid sprit liddat lah. Dying already still laughing. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHAHAHAHHA. Siao one.


Bad:

1. Ghost of the future christmas part super boring lor. Dunno what run here chase there can die. Boring. Better look at the kid. :D


2. Present ghost laugh too much I think I laughed like siao po. Stupid one. PeiQi almost wanna throw coke at the screen already.


3. Characters so ugly lor. Very detailed lah. But omg, the man's face SO FLIPPING UGLY!! Yuck.


4. Too 3D already. Quote PeiQi, WRITE SO BIG FOR WHAT. THOUGHT I MANG ONE MEH. Seriously. Pity people sitting at 4th row(us). FOL.


5. Dunno why I don feel satisfied after watching this movie. Normally when movie ends, I feel some kinda satisfaction. This time, nada. Boohooo.


BEST PART OF THE WHOLE OUTING IS


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BUYING BOOKS PART!! I bought 2 books. :D SO NICE!! I mean I haven read lah. But I think nice lor.


Okay la very sleepy already. Gonna bathe nao for dinner is soon! Fml. So tired. =(

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Time to pic spam bloggie with HJ!

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I can't stand it already. I desperately needa pic spam my blog. With Nichkhun!! ♥



Such a nice pic to end the pic spamming. HAHA.


Conclusion: Nichkhun can be SUPER CUTE, HOT, COOL AND SUCHA A POSER! :D


♥♥♥

I love him.

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Short version.


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I held up one hand to shield my eyes from the glaring sun, in order to see where he was going. Why didn't he answer me when I called out to him?


I followed him. Careful not to let him notice. I almost tripped when I stepped on a twig. Thank god he didn't hear that. I continued following him. Where is he going in such a hurry? Probably exercise or something. Heck no I don't even believe myself.


He got blurry. I thought it was my sweat that betrayed my eyes but no, its wasn't because it was still blurry even after I tried wiping it away. The ground spinned below me. I lost my balance.


I woke up feeling grouchy. I jumped up, startled. As I looked into blackness of his eyes, I felt like I was going through a tunnel of his soul. It was the shortest way to reach to him. But he wouldn't let me. He never did let me. He made sure I was fin then turned away, wore his coat and walked out the door.



'Siwon..'


I couldn't even hear myself. Of course he couldn't too. He didn't turn back. I grabbed a coat and chased him. This time, I didn't bother hiding. He ran and ran into the woods. I knew why he went into the woods. He was feeling guilty. He just found out that he killed his best friend. He didn't know.


'You shouldn't feel guilty.'
'Why shouldn't I? I killed him.' His voice was as cold as ice. I shivered.


He wouldn't listen to me. I chased and chased while calling his name. He refused to look back. He reached the other side of the woods. He stopped. I ran as fast as I could to reach him in time. He looked up at the sky, feeling the warmth of the sun's ray on his face, he breathed in the salty smell of the ocean. He turned back and looked at me. He smiled, as though everything was fine, as though he no longer had problems. I ran. I felt my heartbeat increasing, my heart banging against my ribcage. I couldn't breathe. My tears threatening to fall. I couldn't stop crying when I reached the cliff, because I saw him. Him, gone.


He jumped, I died.

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 No no no. Not supernatural books. Just books bout supernatural people. As in fiction. =.=


Truthfully, I love reading vamp books. I also dunno why. I just love love love. But not all la. I'll just do a simply review based on my own opinion on the books.


Okay. So.


Obviously the Twilight series. When I first read the book, I was like, Wow. Okay. It doesnt have over complicated kinda history bout vamps and wolves. Just simple. But I think Bella's a bit too much. Kinda exaggerating lor. Where got you lose your bf (in Newmoon) then so depressed one? Mad. The story overall is nice. Especially Breaking Dawn. ;)


Next. Vampire Academy series. This book got abit of complicated history behind the Moroi, Strigoi and Dhampir. I cant really rmb ady. But I think also quite nice lor. I like the guy's name. Dimitri. :D The ending of the 3rd book is sad. SO SAD. Abit of spoiler here. The guy somehow turned into a Strigoi by obviously Strigois. So he asked her to kill him IF he turns into a Strigoi next time. SO. Now she's going to fulfill the promise. And I cant find the 4th book anywhere. T.T Kim read it online. But I cant find it. Double T.T


This is quite lame la. Vampire Diaries. This series got 2 books. Then got the Secret Circle by the same author. That one bout witches one. =.= This book is nice. Got movie already but I haven watched yet. SO SAD LOR. The guys sound hot. The actors acting them also hot. Damon and Stefan. I LOVE STEFAN!! Hehehehhh. The girl sounds hot too. Elena. :D Its quite nice. No spoilers coz i cant flipping rmb what the book's about. LOL. Yeah. Damn me.


Okay. I think no more vamps one ady. Now. Move to rojak one.


NIGHT WORLD!! I love the series. EH SO NICE LOR. SO BUY LA DENG. SERIOUSLY. Its a rojak bout witches, vamps, wolves and shape shifters or smtg liddat. Very nice. One book got 3 stories I think. :D Then all the stories in all books kinda related one. SO NICE HOR.



City of Bones. I read it last year I think. A few of them borrowed from me. And I saw Jee Cheng read it this year. HAHAHA. This story is quite weird. Fullstop. Okay no lemme continue. Its actually okay la. but weird. Weird. Weird. Okay. Stop.


Now. Witches one.


Wicked series. Its bout witches. When I first bought it, I actually read abit then stopped coz its too complicated and I cant und. Lol. So I reread it a year later. And its actually nice. BUT complicated.


Secret Circle series. Witches. If Im not wrong. The girl's name is Claire. Lol. The book's very near me now but Im too lazy to check. HAHAHA. This is okay la. The mean girl's name is Fern. Guy's name is.. I forgotten. No his name is not I forgotten. I just said I forgotten his name. Boo me.


Magic.


Harry Potter la duh. This series ah, my all time fav wei. Super nice. Duh. No need me to say. Unless you are a christian and your parents don let you read, everyone should totally read this series. HAHA. Got translations one. BM and chinese. Lame but just read I don care. I love Hermione!! Emma Watson. And Robert Pattinson's fans, he's in it too. =.=


Fairytale.


Cecelia Ahern's books. All weird weird one. I recommend Where Rainbows End. Its a VERY sad book. =( And don ever read A Place Called Here. So lame I wanna die. And Thanks For The Memories quite nice lor.


Weird but nice books.


Pendragon series. Time travelling. Very nice. I like it. Seriously. Whatshisname is brave and all. And the story is very original la. At least I think so.


Lol. Im like recommending books. I think I am. Lol. So read okay don waste mai efforts. :D


PS: I GOT A NEW BLOG. CLICKIE. YAY! BYEEE.

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I ♥ Mandarin. I was originally from AMC. Fyi, its a chinese school. =.= Then I moved to MGS for secondary. I love MGS more. YAY! And its better. Much better. In everyway. :D Click here to know how I felt when i first came to MGS.


1. No needa study Mandarin 24/7 of course good one la no matter how much I love the language. Lol. Doesnt make sense.

2. People nicer. LESS LALAs I heard. Lol. Still got la like duh. But. Yeah. Less. x)

3. Teachers nicer. More approachable.

4. Less workload. :D Kind and negotiable teachers. Well. I love love love!!

5. More open.


Okay la. Enough. That isn't even the main point for this post.

MGS makes them mix with other people other races. And they can improve their English better.                                                           -beloved mummy-

Mandarin. Its one of the international languages. Which is awesome. Alot of ang moh also learning Mandarin. And yours truly no needa learn so san fu anymore. Because yours truly already know! Chio or not!!


You can read Mandarin newspaper and storybooks and novels! So happy. But I gotta admit Mandarin newspaper sucks. When they do literal translations on people's names, it seriously sucks. Ronaldo can become LO NA DUO what flip. Mandarin not many novels I can read because most of it goes vertically down and it sucks like anything. Goodness. If you can read Mandarin, go simply flip thru one vertically down Mandarin words. Idk you la. But I cannot one lor. I can go super dizzy and I wont und a single thing bout it. FML.


You can watch taiwanese dramas and not need to go scratching your head thinking, what is the person flipping talking about? And no needa search for DVDs with English/Malay subtitles. And you can read the Mandarin subtitles when you watching movies in cinema. So chio lor. Thank god I studied Mandarin wei.


Then. You can speak Mandarin which is very awesome. You can speak to your friends and show the hell off. So fun hor. I should try speaking more. HAHA. Then you can speak to tourists or speak to the ppl in China properly. ;D


You can also text in Mandarin. I hate it wei. I hate texting in Mandarin. Its so teruk. Sibeh teruk okay. So ma fan one lor. So normally when I text in Mandarin, I talk a lil only. Lazy to type so much la. But then you can talk to those Chinese school LALAs who cant text in English. Bad for the LALA coz they cannot speak English, good for you coz you can kenal one hot LALA. HAHA.


When you can read Mandarin, you can und abit of Jap one lor. When Jing writes Jap, I can guess what its about. Because Jap got those Mandarin writing. Yeah. They steal ppl's words. Nvm. So when she write those Mandarin characters, I can guess. Lets say the word AI. Jap also got use one. But not read as AI. But meaning is AI. SO FUN HOR!



Hmmm. Lemme think somemore got what.


OH yeah. You can talk to your dog in Mandarin. Okay. Thats lame. Ugh.


OH OH OH. You can und what Mandarin and Canto singers are singing about. You can read the lyrics and all. HAHA. Then you can read bout them online or wherever eventhough its in Mandarin!


Okay, I know you super wanna learn Mandarin now. So go. Don go for school's stupid POL. That one is bodoh. Go for real classes. ♥

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I got this idea from dramas/movies. Okay here goes.


If you're friends with someone. Lets say his name is Dylan. HAHAHA IM SO BIASED. I LIKE BARON CHEN. AND HIS NAME IN THE MOVIE IS DYLAN. OKAY. I SHALL STOP PROMOTING MY BIASISM. Dylan and you: best friends. Thing is, you like him. He likes you. OMG SO SWEET ONE. So one day he cannot tahan already he go kiss you. OMG. You wanna faint already but you dowan him to know you like him too because idk la some complicated stuff. And you scared if don work out then cannot be friends also then seriously can die. So when he kissed you.. you can react in 2 ways.


First. You go all so gooey and melty. Wtf melty? Got such word one meh? Whatever la. Zhong zhi you mmg show how much you like him also la. Then kiss non stop like never kiss before what flip. Then he obviously knows that you like him too. Then he says I Love You. You also say back. Then go home. Quote SzeLing, go home and do yeh. LMAO! Then then he proposes. You say yes. Since he's a flipping millionaire, wedding very nice lor. Then got big mansion. Big car. Big room. Big toilet. Big handbag. Big clothes. OKAY NO LA. Then got baby. And babies. And puppies and dogs and pets. WHOA SO NICE ONE THE LIFE. Then you guys live happily ever after.


OR!!


When you think you life is perfect, suddenly one blonde lady comes into the scene. Dylan says is his manager in his uber big company. So you believe him. But he everyday HOI O TEA. Typical. So you find detective go stalk him. In a limo. Lol. So weird. Nvm. You stalk stalk stalk. Then found out he's having affair. Then you go OMG WTF. HAHAHA. You get very angry. So you go check his phone blablablabla. You found cheesy texts and emails. LOL. Typical. You get very angry then you go take a knife and go stab him. OMG HE'S DEAD, you screamed. Then you run run run. Then you fell down and OOPS. You woke up. Its just a dream. HAHAHAHAHAHHAAH.


Secondly. You pretend you don feel anything after he kissed you. So heartbreaking for my Dylan la. Okay la. YOUR Dylan. =( So you just say, hmm. I don feel anything. WHILE looking at his devastated look. OMG SO SAD. You wanna change your mind but walk off before doing so. So he is left alone there. So sad la my story. No no. The drama. T.T Then you walk away with tears in your eyes. You start sobbing. Omg. You're so sad. But you cannot let him know you like him for idk whatt stoopid reason. But cannot torture ppl liddat one mah! You very determined to not want him to know. So. it goes on like this. Awkward like anything. But still you dowan to tell him. So.. Story getting boring. AISH.


HAHAHAHAHA. SO FUN HOR. I'll put on more scenarios here. I think I watch too many dramas already. Lol.


Okaybye.

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I love dreaming sometimes. At least I wasn't wasting my time sleeping. LOL. No la. I love good and happy dreams. :D These are some of things I dreamt before. Heh. I'll tell you bout them if I rmb but you know, I cannot rmb some dreams eventhough its fresh in my mind just a min ago. LOL.


Good dreams
1. JAY CHOU! I remember this dream. So vividly etched onto my mind. =) So happy!! Its in Stephen's mum's ex daycare centre. The one next to the big house. We used to go for tuition there so yeah. Its like, I was there talking to Stephen and Kai. Got lots of kids around la. Then when at night kids go home, Stephen and Kai also hilang dunno where. Left me and some randoms kids around. THEN. Idk why Jay Chou suddenly appear. Omg. I feel so stupid now. Lol. Its like he came for no reason. He just singgah awhile then disappear. That time I so sad. T.T When he appeared at first, I rmb I was soooo happy. I hugged him la like duh! Then asked for autograph. Why I so brave one? I think now I wont one lor. Lol. But super happy la that dream. When I wake up only I sad. Lol.


2. KL. :D I rmb before sleeping I was thinking bout you know, the Pong comp. It was on that day and he was there ma. And I was reading Pendragon. That book about water and swimming stuffs one. So I dreamt bout KL in a swimming comp! Rojak, mix everything up.HAHAHAHHAHA. I was there with some friends. I don rmb which friends la. I was at the bench watching. After he won, he went somewhere then appeared next to me. WHY MY DREAMS ALL SO HAPPY ONE! Hahaha. The looked at me awhile smiled and dived into water. Then. I woke up. =.= POTONG STIM!


3. Shopping. I cant rmb where and what I bought. Just smtg liddat la.


4. Travelling. I went Macau and saw HJ and Kim Bum they all. This dream was after I saw those pics and knew that they went back to Korea from Venetian EXACTLY ONE DAY before we went Macau what flip can die!


5. Okay I cannot rmb already. LOL.


Bad dreams
1. Weird ghosts. This was when I was very small. Idk why I can still rmb one. Lol. In my old house the taman there, got one slope down beside the jungle. When I was walking down the slope, everywhere no one. Not one single person there. I thought nothing one la. See see. In front of my house got a huge see saw. Behind seesaw got alot of weird ghost. Some look like Simpsons. Lol. Idk why was I so scared. I saw them and I stood there. So afraid but didnt dare to scream coz I scared will kacau neighbours. I know. =.=


2. Shadows. I dreamt that we were in a hotel somewhere. Then while I was going around the room visiting and so excited, I went into the toilet la. Then idk where everyone went. Suddenly its only me. When I went into toilet, suddenly it became vey dark. And suddenly got alot of toilets what flip. Then I got chased by shadows which idk is what. I ran and ran and ran. Shouted but nobody came to rescue me. I was so scared. Omg I can feel the scariness now. Ugh. So scary! I ran and ran till the last cubicle. Thank god before the dream ended, Mummy woke me up. I WAS SO TYEBTGREHJGTRW HAPPY!!!


Btw. They said if your dream got ending means you're dead. SO SCARY!! And dreaming means your soul went out of your body blablabla. So weird one meh? Then if you're sleeping and your soul went out, and someone decided to prank you and draw on your face or paint your nails or do smtg weird to you, your soul wont be able to come back into your body and you'd be dead before you even know it. OMG. Those actors in dramas don die becoz of this becoz its fake. They weren't even sleeping when people prank on them. So don suka suka syok syok go follow those drama okay? I so scared now.


3. Black ghosts. I know I got alot more ghost dreams involving black ghosts in dark places. But I don rmb la.


So yeahh. Dreams are scary in conclusion. But sometimes they make your day IF you got happy dreams lah. If not, scares the hell outta you. Booshit.

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