We stayed over at aunt's apartment again last night. We had breakfast and I loved my Yong Chow fried rice. I wanna taste Hangeng's Beijing fried rice one day. That was random. Let's pretend I didn't just typed that out. I seriously won. I played badminton with my brother and won. Jogged Walked on the treadmill while watching Witness At Prosecution or something similar to that. Drove my brother for his tennis training but the coach ended up ffk my brother and while waiting for that irresponsible coach, I played tennis with my brother and I can play, I believe. Later, we're going to pologround to umm, maybe jog a bit and badminton. FYI, my brother got Tan Boon Heong's badminton racquet, shirt and pants from TBH's dad so he's extremely excited, it's okay. I can exercise too! :D

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It's exceptionally easy for you to do according to whatever you want. You are selfish. You don't sit down and think what's best for other people, okay maybe you don't really have to sit down and all but why not pause for a second to think what's the impact of your irresponsible actions on others? Seriously, everyone else may not be thinking about others all the time but at least we are average in everything we do. We may hurt people but also, it's always unintentional. Unlike what you do. You can only think about you and yourself. I don't see the point in hurting someone who actually trusts you, unlike the rest of us. That someone is kind and ends up being used by you. I think I should stay away because I don't like you and everything about you.

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It was always easy for me to slack and do nothing because, I don't know, because things were always easier last time? Maybe. Now, it's getting harder and it's weighing on me I can hardly breathe. The tons and tons of everything, homework, exams, lectures, lies and sorrow. When am I going to be truly happy again? I found something that makes me happy and yet everyone and everyone else is trying to pull me away but I don't give up. I stay on and strong.

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You never knew why I left
I couldn't tell and let you wept
Your tears like the rain
All over but clear and sane.


Maybe, just maybe one day you would understand
All the things I did and never did
Forgive me and take me back
I never meant to hurt and never had.


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My favourite number is 4, just like you.

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I MISS XANGA. andpong. SM TOWN CONCERT IN LA JUST ENDED SIGHS.

Labels: Babbles, Heechul, Poem, Random thoughts, SS501

Emits sorrow
That mocks the crow
Always there
Like warmth in the clouds
Hairstyle fashion sense
We all allow
Because that's that and that we love
Haters are fakers that annoy us
We just wanna get rid of losers
If you dislike then off you go
Because no one bothers so shoo.


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Kyu ah Kyu please have Twitter
Because your Wookie is also here
I need you to update me on you
I need you to tell me you're okay.

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Okay tomorrow is my driving test. This is scary. I'm freaking out. I'm so sleepy. Maybe I should sleep now. After 6 hours of nap. Awesome. Shit. What if I fail? I have to retake the test. T.T NO NO NO. I'm freaking out somebody help me shit! Bugger. Whatever la. After tomorrow I need to watch movie and finish my holiday homework. Bugger bugger bugger. FML FML FML.

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GOOD NEWS IS WOOKIE HAS GOT TWITTER YAY HE GAVE IN! RYEOWOOK OPPA!
BAD NEWS IS HEE IS SAD. SIGH. SARANGHAEYOKIMHEECHUL.
AWESOME NEWS IS SS3 MIGHT BE HELD IN FEB 2011. NEXT YEAR! :DDDD
GOOD NEWS IS MINNIE IS SO CONCERNED AWW THE LOVE.


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:) Yes we love that big sexy smile. Shit. 
You do know that you'll always be the most handsome person to me right? 
당신을 사랑합니다
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY
생일 축하해 - 현 정에
Oh and that solo dance? That's amazing.
:D

Labels: Babbles, Celebration, Hyun Joong, Poem, SS501, Super Junior

Starwalk is shit if you ask me
Don't laugh because it's not funny
We walked and walked at constant velocity
Until we ran out of breath and started cheating
We took the shortcut and overtook every human being
We felt bad of course but that's the best choice we're making
Everyone's legs are aching
But ours less probably and that's relieving
I sweated but I thank my fan
Which as Weiching said, it works overtime
I don't mind the Sun but not the heat
It glooms over me and threaten my beat
I complain of the crowd and also their shouts
Some didn't bother to finish the walk
They just wanted to be vain and look like pork(Lol)
I stared at them and wondered whether their socks
Are made of lipsticks wtf
Now my ankles hurt oh my god
I think I should sleep to the core
I will wake up before dinner time
Till then, their songs will be blasting to mock
I hope they will be back soon as one.

Labels: Day Out, Poem, Super Junior

Sea of knowledge that I drowned in
Made of all the junk I hate
Facebook twitter saved my fate
Or else I'll be as dead as clay
Everyday Chem Bio and Physics
History Add Maths and all the shit
You'd think I will jump from KLIA to the street
But I can't because I need Beijing
I listened to radio and watched TV
Rubbed my eyes because I was always drowsy
I napped and rested all the time
I regretted when I was blank
No point telling tales of me
I'm sure I'm as boring as Key
It is holidays and I will flee
To Beijing as fast as I plea
I have a driving test coming up
But I think I will anger the cops
I don't think I'm as reckless as my mum
How would I know 50 is fast
I'm doing Chemistry now
Watching videos that makes me go wow
No one is on Facebook and twitter
How am I going to mutter
All my annoyance and anger
Gossip group is out of here
Therefore, I will disappear.

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May I ask why are they always sleeping
When King of Prank is out wandering
Looking for victims everywhere
He will prank regardless of their shouts of dismay
He makes fans go crazy
And give ideas and dishonesty
He's old so he is safe
Others get the seed of revenge
All because of his pranks
I shed sympathy
But I cannot deny that I love this King.

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Shit I am in the poetry mode
Get me out of here
I can write nice and bad things
But if you know me
I normally bitch
I know that's bad
But I always get annoyed
Should I slap or just write
Pick one and I'll do that
I am not inspired but whatever
I love to write about her
I used to write about another her
Because she was actually popular
But now she's just a dump
I can't be bothered to write anymore
Because she's such a bore
The one that really inspires me
No one but my enemy.

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She annoys me very much
From her gestures of a whole bunch
Her singing and her dancing
Her screaming and her hugging
Like fallen leaves from trees
That tickles my neck
Like the whirling snow
That makes one shiver
Sometimes when you need peace
You hear the laugh of a banshee's
You can't help yourself
But to want to dedicate a poem to her
She inspires me
Everyday all the time
You ask why don't we all like her
Because we're all such mean bitches.

Labels: Babbles, Poem