Is it possible to feel so lonely even when you're standing with your friends, listening to all their jokes, watching them have fun and laughing along with them? 

Labels: Babbles, Rants

Sometimes you don't know whether it's sympathy or love. Both makes you irrational. Both makes you think you wanna be with a certain person forever. Both makes you make wrong decisions and only realise it when it's too late. However, for a relationship out of sympathy, you will feel guilt strangling you soon after, guilt tries its very best to make you stop breathing to payback for all the hurt you will cause the other person when you speak the truth. Whereas love will most probably leave you alone standing against the world, love will disappoint you in the end when you realise that all these while, you've been trying to stay strong, all by yourself, alone.
Things worth having are worth waiting for.

Labels: Random quotes

Don't be offended by his videos. That is him. The real him. If you don't like his videos, just close this tab for god's sake. Don't bash.





Kyujong's new solo song! Not bad at all. :D



Heechul and Kim Jang Hoon's duet.



DBSK's old song. Very the nice still.



DBSK new songs. Get Out and In Heaven. Oh my god. So amazing ;~;





That's all. I'll blog when there is actually something to blog about. Lol.

Labels: Fangirl moment, Kpop, Random, Videos

It's like rushing into a crowd of nobodies and finally finding someone familiar to you. The way a smile is carved onto your face right away and that sense of relief when you know everything is going to be okay. Nothing is going to make your day bad. And then right after, raindrops blurred your vision and when everyone around started running to get shelter, you lost the hand of the person you had with you. That moment of despair, that moment when you felt like a lost kid, without anyone at all. You didn't bother moving on, you squatted down in the middle of the messed-up horde of people and broke down. You cried like you have never cried, and you didn't even care what everyone else thought about you at that moment. You only knew, you lost the very last person who might ever care for you.

Labels: Babbles, Random thoughts

Two more days and a brand new semester is going to start. I've done so badly last semester I cannot believe it. I swear to work harder because I need to see some results. I probably thought that was my limit but it wasn't.

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When I chose this path, I swore to have a little faith.
Have a little faith in me.


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Check out my tumblr yo. Go create an account and follow me. :D

Labels: Babbles, Tumblr

纯属虚构


也许别人都以为我们是青梅竹马，到最后我还是输给一个你认识不到一个礼拜的女生。


或许之前她所跟他说的每一句话他都听不见，只因为他心里挂念着的是那个女生，只是不忍心告诉她这个残忍的事实，而她也选择假装看不见听不见，只因不想失去他。朋友都问她何苦呢？她说，只怪我太爱他。


他曾经说，爱你是我的责任。我傻傻地相信了。


他说他喜欢天空，她现在一抬头就会想起他。
他说他喜欢打篮球，她现在看见别人打篮球就会想起他。
他说他喜欢她的笑，现在的她多笑了。
他说...她满脑子都是他说过的东西，而他，到底还记不记得她这个人？


如果不爱你，怎么会跟你在一起？，他笑着说。


偶然相遇的他们，在一起也有一年了，这个是所谓经不起风雨的爱情。一个女生就把他迷得神魂颠倒，之前的‘至死不渝’到哪儿去了？为什么只有她一个人在撑呢？她一个人哭泣的时候到底有谁来安慰？她含泪被梦吓醒时，他又在哪里？


爱情不是大家一起努力一起爱吗？可是现在，已经看不见我的你，不想遵守诺言了吗？


当初他还会关心她，担心她一个人的时候，会不会寂寞，会不会孤单。他还会记得她不喜欢吃鱼，所以一定带她吃别的东西，虽然他喜欢吃鱼。跟他一起走路时，他还会特地站在比较晒的地方，好让她不会晒到太阳。他细心得出门带纸巾，因为他知道她没有带纸巾出门的习惯。每次她淋雨，他就会心疼她，下雨时，他一定提醒她不要淋雨了，记得带雨伞。别人怎么说他不理，他就是喜欢她。


看着你爱的人跟别人幸福真的不好受，虽然祝福他们了，不过，自己的心好像永远不会好了，我好像不能爱上其他人了。


跟别人共同吃一份爆米花时，会想起那年跟他一起看戏的时候。
下雨天，她，就会想起那年她爱过的男生。
看着他爱的天空，她，就会想起那年他们一起看过的天空。


为什么，你爱的人，已经不是我了呢？


完

Labels: Fiction

Bye bye sem 1.

Labels: UTAR

You told me that someone once told you that bad things usually happen when it's raining. You said that this was the main reason why you started hating rain. I never knew why until I realized how bad it would hurt every time it rained. How bad my heart twisted and turned, how it wouldn't let go of the shadow of you, how it clinged onto memory of you turning your back against me. How odd. You once said, it's us against the world. Now, it's only me, alone.

Labels: Fanfic

This is major. I'm back in Ipoh! For a whole week!

I know, you might say, I came back for a whole week last week too. But the difference is that last week, I had to study like mad. This week, HAH DREAM ON MAN NO TEXTBOOKS oh yeah~

Ok I'm gonna do a vlog later or tomorrow about more details about all the random sressful nonsense in my crappy life.

But for now, life's good. :)

And it's Chuseok today!!

Labels: Celebration