How it feels
Sunday, September 25, 2011 // 0 comment(s)
It's like rushing into a crowd of nobodies and finally finding someone familiar to you. The way a smile is carved onto your face right away and that sense of relief when you know everything is going to be okay. Nothing is going to make your day bad. And then right after, raindrops blurred your vision and when everyone around started running to get shelter, you lost the hand of the person you had with you. That moment of despair, that moment when you felt like a lost kid, without anyone at all. You didn't bother moving on, you squatted down in the middle of the messed-up horde of people and broke down. You cried like you have never cried, and you didn't even care what everyone else thought about you at that moment. You only knew, you lost the very last person who might ever care for you.