It was one of the things I'd promise to not do, I swore to myself. I couldn't help it. Maybe it wasn't my fault, maybe it was. I am weak. I don't like to admit that but sometimes, for some certain things, I am. Most of the time I consider myself strong but what to do when something like this comes along to ruin my perfectly planned confidence?


I want an answer.
I want to know that I'm not worth it.
I want to see the words scrambling out of your mouth.
I need to know how little I worth to you so that I can go away.
& I have never wanted something so much.

Song of the day: I'll Back Off So You Can Live-G.Na feat. JunHyung

Labels: Rants

Labels: Nonsense

Labels: Nonsense

I've been doing nothing lately, not literally though.

Working, attending IELTS class, watching tv, watching dramas, reading, going online and sleeping.

My life is awesome right now, I have nothing important to do, I can do anything I want. Im awesome. Tomorrow is Justin Bieber's concert. It sucks, he sucks, I hope he can leave M'sia soon.

Labels: Babbles, Daily life

I had piano lesson in the morning. Then watched NCIS CSI and stuff while teaching my bro Science and I failed. ;~; Then sometime before lunch, I started watching Secret Garden and omg hooked! Hyunbin is love! He is so totally extra handsome in this show!

Speaking of this show right, I only finished six episodes yet I feel super pissed bout smtg issues. Its about a damned rich guy who's the president of some mall suddenly liking a poor stuntwoman who's super rough and all. He is the one liking her and yet he can't stop critizing her and her lifestyle. About the way she talks, about her clothes, about her rented house, about her bag. He is the one liking her! If so, he can just disappear right? Since he's the one who's pestering her nonstop. I feel damned beh song for the main girl character! Wtf, it's like you barge into my life and demand me to be rich and elegant, thank you very much, if I'm poor and I'm happy with it then I am. I don't even know why sometimes she doesn't get mad and still acknowledge him. I mean, if someone who claims that he likes you can't accept you for who you are, there is no point. And btw the funny part is now. His soul went into her body and vice versa, funny lah, hilarious!

Anyway, no IELTS class tmrw so I'm going to work. Blah sien, I wanna stay home and rot while watching Secret Garden. Rofl, then I guess that can't be called as rotting alr, can it? Maybe I shall sleep soon.

Addicted to Twitter ohmygod (._.)

#nowplaying 一路向北﹣周杰伦 on repeat mode. Why are his songs all so simple yet so damned nice? If you play his songs on the piano or guitar, his chords are normally very very simple and idk whether it's the way he sings it or the lyrics or the mere tune, makes a song really presented in his own Jay Chou way. I'm often touched. Sometimes for some heartbreaking love songs, the tune is not even sad, it may sometimes be upbeat even, but somehow it's jus very sad. I can't explain, sighs.

Labels: Daily life, Random thoughts

These pics below, credits to myself. :D

Okay these are these. Rofl. I'm very sleepy, seriosuly!

Real Madrid & Barcelona at 3.55am later. I is gonna wake up and watch! Shh. :)

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So a few days back, PeiQi and I went back to school to do some official documents stuff. I went and applied for my LCCI form. She certified her certs for her JPA interview. I waited very long for her with a very hungry stomach. & I took some pictures! :D


random picture.

Ok stupid, connection problem now and I'm really sleepy right now. I'll upload somemore pics tmrw or something.

Btw. CLICK!

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HELLO ANG RUJING!

Okay so I've been watching lots of Bones, Castle, Criminal Minds, NCIS, CSI, House and blahblahblah. Srsly loved one particular episode of Bones because it's of murder, Egyptian history and forensic. I freaking love it! And right one I'm watching Criminal Minds and wtf srsly super awesome, serial killer killing ONLY cops, 짱~

I've been going for IELTS classes and we've done all 4 modules: listening, reading, writing and speaking. Done full tests for listening and reading. We've finished all the parts of practice for speaking today. Whees. For the second part, I talked about guess who?? JAY CHOU! HAHAHAHAHAH ok I mean the title is Describe A Famous Person Whom You Admire. The only person who was on my mind at that time was Jay Chou, can't blame me. HAHAHAHA.

So now I'm kinda bored with myself, just English classes and piano and books and internet and tv and Milo and exercise. Ok do I sound like a bored introvert? Damn. Damn.

Right now, I'm gonna go practice some piano and at 9.55 I think, there's Castle. Mofu love Castle and his daughter, Alexis. \o/

Labels: Daily life