No Other Than You.
Sunday, December 26, 2010 // 0 comment(s)
As I was walking home from school as usual, someone caught up with me, grabbed my arm and forced me to turn behind. As expected, it was Kyuhyun. He never really tried treating me right and nice. I was sick with his attitude. With a heavy sigh, I shook his hand off my arm and said, ‘ Yes, Mr Perfect?’ All he did was glare at him. I had never seen this man this angry before but I was too sick with him to care. ‘Nothing?’ With that I continued walking home. ‘Why did you say that about Seohyun?’ he shouted. I was so shocked I spun around and looked at him, top to bottom. Do I really know this guy?, I thought. ‘What are you talking about? I never said anything about Seohyun to anyone. Bye,’ This time I really made it home and then only allowed myself to weep, like a lost child, like a brokenhearted teenager. Actually, that was what I was – a brokenhearted teenager who couldn’t bother caring about anything anymore. And now he’s protective over Seohyun.
One week ago. I was in school, trying so hard to concentrate on my homework when Seohyun(the girl Kyuhyun told me he liked blahblahblah) walked right up to Kyuhyun and kissed him, like SLAMMED her lips to his lips. I could see the whole class was stunned and remained being stunned for the next one week, Kyuhyun was obviously shocked by such affectionate Seohyun however I saw him kissing back Seohyun and snaked both arms around Seohyun’s hourglass figure to embrace her. All these happened when my heart, as a loser as I am, broke. I didn’t cry nor scream, I just packed my things and walked home, with sorrow accompanying every step that I took. I reached home and tried to take a nap because I really didn’t want to cry like a sore loser. That’s when I received a text.
Hey wassup? \o/
From: (your name)
Trying to nap when you texted. Bye.
Are you mad at me? Bout the Seohyun thing?
From: (your name)
What Seohyun thing? I really don’t give a damn about you and Seohyun. I just want to nap.
Uh I’ll see you tmrw then.
From: (your name)
It’s ok. I really don’t wanna see you tmrw.
I might had sounded really bitchy but I couldn’t help it. He called that commotion ‘the Seohyun thing’? He had a choice, who to kiss and who to not. I didn’t have the right to even talk to him right now. Sure we were best friends but what happened to us? He seemed to ignore me half the time.
Right now. I was in school, talking to Sungmin about the upcoming prom night.
‘Eh Minnie, who you’re going with? I asked.
‘Probably Sunny. I haven’t asked her though,’ whispered Sungmin.
‘Omg you like her? I KNEW IT. Just ask her la Minnie, I think she likes you too.’
‘Enough bout me. Who YOU are going with?’ Curiousity burned in Sungmin’s eyes.
Before I could give Sungmin any response at all, I heard,
‘ME.’ Kyuhyun said, firmly.
What the hell is wrong with this man., if he likes Seohyun, he can just go with her for all I care, I thought.
‘I am not,’ I said. ‘Siwon asked me and I said yes.’ Ok that’s a lie, it’s white lie though. So that Kyuhyun wouldn’t need to feel bad for me because I thought that that was his only reason for wanting to go with me.
‘But I want to go with you, please,’ he begged with his annoying big eyes.
‘You can go with Seohyun if you want to, you don’t have to pity me, I’m fine on my own, eh no, I’m fine with Siwon.’ With that I turned my back and heard my heart break, again.
On prom night. I really couldn’t go because seriously Siwon didn’t ask me so I had no date. Whatever. I had to pretend that I was going because my mum seemed so happy for me. I wore my pearl sapphire blue tube short dress and a black strappy heels. With nowhere to go to in this ridiculously pretty dress, I went to my favourite place – Haneul Park. I just sat there, stared at my phone, willing it to ring, wanting to hear Kyuhyun’s soothing voice but I guessed it was too much to ask for. To be honest, I was really bitchy. With a sigh, I hugged myself tighter because of the chilly wind in mid autumn.
Suddenly I felt an arm around me, embracing me tight. Instinctively, I moved and saw a very very handsome Kyuhyun. In a devil-can-kill black suit.
‘Wh-what are you doing here, Kyu?’ I stuttered.
‘Ahh it’s been a long time you ever call me Kyu. But what are YOU doing here? Where is Siwon?’
‘It was a lie, wasn’t it?’
I was too embarrassed. I couldn’t lift my head to even look at him. I could only nod.
‘It’s ok, (your name).’ Then he hugged me. I couldn’t even pretend to not love him anymore. I merely looked up at him and he laughed.
‘I know I know. You love me right?’
‘No other than you.’
'I did all those things I did to make you say you love me but you didn't so..'
'Sorry. I love you.'
That’s when he bent down to kiss me full on my lips.