Is it fair to me? Is it fair to me to know that everyone around think so but in case you haven't noticed, I kind of believed them because I wanted to? I wanted to give myself a chance to actually be happy about something I want and something I will get and I wanted to be happy to look back in years and think, thank god I took that first step.

Now, I can only weep of regrets for doing something I will never ever do.

Because this is about you.

Only thought right now : No matter what I do or what I don't, I'm just not meant to succeed.

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